no expectations 6

[peacetoday]

H visited and stayed here with kids tonight
seemed crabby and he looks uncomfortable
any little thing sets him off
he picked up a special part needed to put wagon together
he fixed wagon and left his drill here??
maybe he doesnt need it or will get it nextime

I thanked him and also validated his talk with D 12 the other night and how happy she was with whatever they talked about

he was snappy a lot anyway
I got a call on my cell..I was going to call friend back
dont know if he got jealous?
told him I was going for a walk in park to return call to friend
and he said Im so controlling????like out of blue..I did nothing controlling as far as I could see
I think he said it maybe he feels controlled with time
me leaving when he comes
then he is stuck here with kids
but IM usually back before his usual time that he made for his visit is up

he leaves when he wants unless I am out
He wants me to be at his beck and call!
who knows!
we are not having alot of interactions lately mostly brief
he reacts and I am not reacting
today church NEW Church I went to
had a message about reconcilliation
coincedence
peace

I told him I wouldnt be long
I donr think I did anything esoecially controlling
he is the control freak now