You don't offend me, WCW. I don't spend a lot of time thinking about ow--in fact, I rarely think of her. When I saw here name in his shirt, though, I was angry that I had to think of her at all. I don't want any reminders of her around me. That's why I cut the name out.
And it was skates.
Re. ML: I think it does help. Maybe that's just me, but but those fibroids made sex unpleasant for a long time. I didn't know how to tell him that, but I wan't very enthusiatic because I never knew if/ when the pain was going to hit me. I want H to know that that isn't a problem now. I worry that I'm fooling myself about this connection sometimes, though. To me it is ML, and I think it is for him as well, but who knows how he sees it, really.
I have enjoyed this break for the most part. Yesterday I heard the Dalai Lama speak in Seattle. IT WAS AWESOME! He is very humble and funny, and he had a very simple but inspiring message: show compassion to everyone. I will post more details later--H may be by, and I don't want to be on here when he comes. Today I am doing regular shore stuff and waiting for the plumber--the pipe under the bathroom sink is leaking. H just called few minutes a go to "say hi and check in." Apparently he has promised memebers of his congregation to help them with their taxes, and he wanted to know from me how long it takes on the computer. I find this interesting--this is a man who never wanted to be involved in the financial aspect of our life together, and now he's telling people that he can help them. I guess it may be just to download the progam or something, but still...maybe it's a sign of maturity? And I can't help but wonder who these people are exactly.
