Well the little secrets keep incoming to me.. It may seem I am obsessing about this .. I do not believe -As I am going dark towards G/F.. Started yesterday..
But this is an update:
A good friend said following -He saw G/F with the (OM) in a night club a short distance away.. He ask her where is Mark - Her reply-We are taking a break..She was still living with me at my home..
My(D) told me late last night:
G/F told her Thursday -That (OM) was asking her to move into her house .. As a roommate though..
G/f followed replying - But I don't want all that - He is a married man. It wouldn't look good for her or him..
The one thing I need for now.. GAL, GAL ,GAL and 180...
I am waiting to see - When G/F and (OM) are coming to my home to retrieve her few remaining items : Tanning bed ..
Should I locate everything I can find and place at door -So she nor (OM) will have to look around to insure they get everything.. It isn't like I want anything of hers and its has for the most part been gone now since my birthday.. March 11th ..
See I am different from most here - She claims it is me the forced her out -Again..
I believe I will go to Doctor and get Meds for all thius..
We had issues more and more -As I write and think about it..
Am I correct when or if you truly love someone that forgiveness is natural - That though is not to say - That is it easily forgotten..
Why then would she always throw up things from last year or things I did a year ago.. Know using them as a weapon against me and her justiciable for leaving .. She had never said a bad word about me to anyone ( her family) til Friday night - Then it was spewing.. I never ever cheated on her -But I am believed she felt cheat by me..
V/R, Mark
M:43 G/F:45 R: 1 yr and 8 months
We all want to be loved... With someone who is in Love with You
