Just an update if you happen to be following. Doesn't really matter because it feels good to be journaling anyway. Yesterday, WW worked regular hours on Saturday, 8:30 to 5:30. Working Saturdays, she get to have a full day off the next week, on the following Wednesday. I hate that Wednesdays. Anyway, she left telling the girls good bye. It was her ex's weekend for our son and nephew spent the night at a friends house. No goodbye for me. I figured as much. Spent most of the day indoors as my D10 allergies are killing her especially with all the oak trees budding. Movies, and just playing around on the bed. Tickle fights. The good stuff. WW always thinks that if we don't go anywhere, then must have been boring. She always has to be somewhere. We got ready to go skating. I told WW before she left that that was my plan for later in the day, probably around the time she gets off so if wanted to join, fine. She said she will call me when she got off. I go to Academy to find my self a pair of rollerblades to join the kids and to use for trying to get in better shape everyday. I also take an extra pair of jeans and socks for WW just in case. I know I'm still catering to her. I can't help it. She calls around 5:30, I tell her were still at the store and getting ready to leave. I ask if she wants to join us and she says she is wearing a skirt. Like she couldn't just go to watch? I tell her I brought her jeans and socks and she she says she wants to join us and will meet us there. She gets to the skating rink about 30 minutes after us and we have a good time. Roller blade suck. I can still skate but on 4 wheels. The roller blades are going back. WW tried D10 roller blades and discovers the same thing. We have a laugh and rent regular skates. Dinner afterward at Chili's. I am being very playfull with the girls, esp D10. then during dinner, D6 is hovering on me and we are laughing and having a good time. I can see it in WW face that something is going on and I see her wiping her eyes. I ignore it and as we are eating she tells me a story of something that happened at work and we all laugh and we, again, are having a good time. We leave and she takes me back to the rink to pick my car, and D10 says she wants to go with me. I'm sure WW found that really strange, because the girls always want to be with her. I feel great and we sing songs on the radio and she falls asleep on the way home. Get home, get every one to bed and me to the room and WW to the sofa. I hate that,too. Everyone is still asleep and we have church today. Last Sunday she hugged me and prayed with me at the altar, holding my hands while we both cried. Interested to find how it goes today.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."