I wondertooo,

I am needy, it's not more than I think. I'm well aware of it! lol. I just continue to try to not put it off onto someone else and do my best to center myself and continue to create my own fulfilling life.

I was happy to be welcomed into this home and treated really well. He has a very warm and open family and they made me feel right at home. I appreciated and enjoyed this. That's what I meant. She also showed me photos of him as a baby.

I think sometimes when a family lives out of state and you meet them, they take it as things are serious and treat you that way.

In your thirties, I think 3 months is a long enough time to know if a person has potential to get married to. If I dated someone for 3 months and thought that their was no potential for marriage I would break it off.

I was single for over 3 years before this relationship started. I dated over 40 men. Yes, you are right I am still very needy. If you have any advice to continue to strengthen myself, I accept.

The goals are going well. Step by step. ;\) I feel change in the air and this time it is good change!

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