How do they walk away?

[Treese]

Well, I totally suck at DBing....Maybe I'm trying too hard....

I now call my H the Disney Dad....you know fun fun fun...and then kids are crying when he leaves cause they miss him.


Here's what happened...HHHHHhhhhh..

H called to take son to movies and started talking about D15 and getting a little pissy because she hasn't been answering his calls or returning them and trying to blame it on her volleyball..of course it can't be because he is an A** and he screwed up royally....then I said, "well, maybe she's mad at you and it will take a while", he said, "she can't even say HI"...

I said, "look, you have changed our children's life forever...and then I told him how my son was crying the other night that I didn't want to tell him but he misses his dad, and I started crying...I know big no no but darn it I'm ticked...and then HE TRIED TO TURN IT AROUND AND BLAME HIS CRYING ON SOMETHING I SAID.... I said, "ohhhhh nooooo...this is all you".

I told him people where amazed at my dedication to him and my marriage....I got silence...I told him I have loved him unconditionally, and that I feel like someone has removed me from my body and placed me in someone else's life....(I really do feel like that)...Silence....So I said, "I'll have son call later", and hung up....

Sorry folks, bad DBing today but I'm drained, emotionally, physically, and I'm tired of that smile on his face...I want to smack it right off....wow....felt good to vent this....

Took D15 driving, H said he would do it but she doesn't want to go with him....he is missing out.....jerk!!

(((hugs)))

feel better now...thanks