Thing that bothers me the most

I am feeling as if I have loss my self respect..
Can't seem to find it again..

I know I lost her respect...
Don't know where - But she has been so cruel with her words to me..

Now her family and friends think -It our (R) is a joke or worse -I am the joke in our small town..
That is what I have been told today also .. It is so hard to hear that .. Any suggestions --


M:43
G/F:45
R: 1 yr and 8 months

We all want to be loved...
With someone who is in Love with You