I have been working hard on keeping my cool and not being overly emotional right now. It is totally the hardest thing I have ever tried to do. I am emotional. I have cried easily my whole life. And right now I actually have something to cry about and I am trying to hard not to cry. Maybe you feel the same way?

I hope you are having a nice weekend...

Sara

Me-31 H-38
M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs
No kids
Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06
Found out about OW 12-24-07
Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08
OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08
OW is back 4-19-08
H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08
Filed for divorce 6-5-08
Divorced 7-2-08