What i hear BWorl and IMP saying is a little different. You HAVE done things GREAT for YOU - and the first one was saying NO! AND I know how hard that was. In my eyes here it is...
You ARE letting go - it IS a process. Continue to let go. Like me WE have to stop knowing what is going on in thier lives....at this point it does NOTHING but bring false hope AND/or drive our hearts batty.
We shouldn't know if he is at the OW's (however mine is a no brainer as she moved in). We shouldn't know anything about that part of thier life. IT ISNT GOOD FOR OUR HEARTS!
As you break away and heal you will see how sick and selfish your H is. You will - and you are seeing it.
HE isn't worth YOUR love and attention right now. Do you see the switch? Not being mean or calusus ----it is just the way that you/me and many others here need to make the switch. FROM THEM to US. And it doens't come easy or natural...but they say as it comes it heals.
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
