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So, the confrontation about the cellphone will have to wait, indefinitely.


excellent!!!!!

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I won't have true peace until I know that the A is really totally over,


and does the cell phone have total bearing for you as to whether or not the a is really over??

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given all that happened yesterday and today, I can handle the situation the way it is,


excellent!! focus on the positive!!

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for now.


doh! (said in a homer simpson fashion) isn't that the equivelant of a BUT??
ejoy what is and try not to worry about what will be or wont be...just as you couldn't sleep well sat night because you were thinking the possible confrontation over the cell phone...try to practice thought stopping...instead of dwelling in the what isn't or the this is good enough for now..relish in the days that are good and focus on the positive!!

(I kinda think that's my new motto...focus on the positive!)

LL