How was your Father's Day? I hope you were able to relax and have a nice time.
If you saw my last post, I had a great day. But even as I sit here, my W is off running a bunch of errands that will take her several hours. She'll have ample time to use that secret cellphone, if she wants, so of course I'm a little stressed out about it. It's so hard to trust the progress that we make. It's not like I can't see that very clear progress has been made. My W may have become a very good liar, but I know that there are certain things that she would not have done or said if she didn't intend to stay with me. Still, every time she goes out by herself in her car, I have a little panic attack, thinking that she's calling him again (which, of course, she might be). But there are even some times when I have these bad thoughts when she simply goes into another room alone. It's stupid, and I get PO'd at myself that I can't just intellectualize them away. You and I both need to find a way to relax when these studpid little panic attacks come. Any thoughts?
Are you going to take the hostess job? Would it just be a temporary thing, or more permament? Hope your day is going well.
