I have been busy with work. Need to do my taxes today and get ready for my H coming over tomorrow to pick up our dog. Not sure of tomorrow's agenda with him. I hope he wants to do something fun or even attend Church with me. He used to so enjoy going to Church together.

I have been plagued by many negative thoughts and 1 dream of what my H is up to. Been doing my best to counter them with positive thoughts and praying. Been asking God to cast Satan out of our M situation, and reminding myself of the positive intteractions I have seen. It sure requires effort to stay positive, but worthwhile as the alternative only leads us down to what we don't want.


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