Save what you wrote on the post above. When you feel uncertain or unsure of your direction read it. I am proud to call you a friend and my "lil sis".
Other than the part of about "want". You'll have that again. I promise. You are too wonderful a woman to be lonely for long (either your husband pulls his head out or someone else finds out how great you are). I know what you mean about someone holding you. It's one of my biggest temptations with G27. She is a touchy feely person and I sort of miss that. You have to be strong and so do I.
