I know that W will figure it out and I guess I did place expectations on her, so I let it bring me down when she turned on me yesterday. It was so nice to communicate w/ her in a semi-normal fashion that I did get sucked in.

Anyway, I didn't have any real contact w/ her today except for the e-mail she sent me about bringing her fancy dresses, shoes and purse w/ me when I drop off D tomorrow. I thought she had them, but I was mistaken, so I'll bring them to her tomorrow. I'm also going to reply and ask her for two of my books on marriage and being a good husband that she has in the pile of books she took. I'd originally decided to leave them w/ her as she was interested in reading them as well, but now I think I should just get them back. I'm pretty doubtful that she has any desire to read anything that may make her reconsider anything at this point.

I picked up D from school and we came home and basically chilled out until 7 when we took the dogs to the dog park. I was beat, so I'm so glad D just wanted to hang out b/c I needed the rest. D then came back and wanted me to make her something to eat, so we had ice cream for a snack, and then I thought it would be off to bed, but the little weed is growing so she's eating a ton. She polished off the ice cream and then had me make her a cheese quesidalla for her to pound down before sleeping. I'm glad we can stay up a bit later as well as sleep in tomorrow.

The only thing she's said she'd like to do tomorrow is go out to breakfast, so that will be on the agenda for sure. I'm not sure if you know this or not, but my D is a self-proclaimed "big breakfast girl" so her daddy is always glad to oblige. I'm hoping we can ice skate tomorrow as she loves it and is getting better, but I have to check calendars to see when the public skate is going on tomorrow.

In any event, we'll rest tonight, then have fun just being together tomorrow.

RTL


M:38; D: 6
Divorce Final: 10/6/08