Bri, Hi, I agree about the talk but I just don't know when it would a good time to do so. I'm sure you know what I mean. Everything still seems to be going pretty good, last night was our night out, we had a nice time, H again was very affectionet, it really makes me feel important. Things seem to be so much better, I just hope it continues to stay that way, I try so hard to do the things that make him happy, not that I mind but sometimes it ticks me off, probably because I don't want any of this to happen again, & I feel that I'm working at it harder & it wasn't me who did the dirty deed, I try not to dwell on it though. It is probably very normal to feel that way. Like you said I wish my H could really know what h put me through & what I am going through now. But to be honest unless the shoe was on the other foot I don't think h would truly understand. I wish my H & I could go on some kind of trip, but it is hard enough to find someone to babysit for a couple of hours once a week. I finally found a babysitter (a girl who lives 2 houses down) s 19 & during the school year had to be home by 10 & now that it's summer I asked if s be aloud to stay later now s can stay till 11??????? It really blows my mind when I was 13 I babysat till all hours of the morning & that was several blocks away. It is very irritating to know you have to home at a certain time for the sitter to go home. But none the less I am so glad to get to go out w my H even for only a couple of hours. Well have a good evening & a good weekend.
