I read your request for company on Sage's thread. Thought I'd say "hi". I've only had time to read the first and last pages of your situation, but it was enough to get the picture.
I'm struggling with simular issues myself. (As many of us are, actually)
I will check back when I have a chance.
I'm over in "piecing". I think I need my own forum though. Let's see, how about - "Anger Management"?
