I try not to make the same mistakes over and over and over. I try not to "go there" with my emotions but it turns out I have bought a house "there" and I go "there" and set up camp "there." Even though "there" is on a fault line and even though "there" is always flooding and even though "there" has high risk insurance, I just can't seem to help myself. I get carried away because I do want to love again...just not the wrong person.
Hoping. Desiring. Wishing. Longing.
Sigh...
I date, I don't conquer.
I kiss frogs, blech. Tired of it.
I tell myself it's a process and it is. But I suppose I need to just take a break from it all. It can be very demoralizing and strange.
Anyway, I had a great time in Chicago--met Barbiedoll who is wonderful and adorable. Then I went to KY for a museum opening and now Iam back home struggling with taxes and other things.
