No - working my butt off! Which is good! The downside is that I work so hard all week and then am exhausted by the weekend and tend to get lonely cause I haven't had time to prepare fun GAL activities.
But surprisingly I'm feeling really good about myself again. So much more like H is missing out on me rather than the other way around. I wish I could figure out what made me be sad and then what made me be happy! I'm riding my own emotional roller coaster and I'm blindfolded!!!
Originally Posted By: One Day
In the meantime, I wouldn't ask him what he's up to (I never ask my H what he's doing), but just mention the super-fun things you're doing in a general way.
That's good advice I will stick to that!
Also its true about the GAL-ing - the more you do the better you feel and then its an upward spiral.
Originally Posted By: One Day
Some days CEO is speaking to me and telling me about wanting kids, and I wonder if it would be easier to cut my losses.
OD your H must be a pretty amazing guy for you not to be slightly tempted by CEO cause CEO sounds pretty HOT!
The baby thing is at its worst when I don't feel satisfied in my work.... like I would like to have a baby to get away from the stress of work! (I know its stupid but its true!). And yeah I can only imagine having H's babies at the moment, so I have to be patient. The baby thing was an issue for us because babies scare the crap out of H - which is something to do with his responsibility MLC issues. He would make such a great Dad. When I get my R sorted with H I'm going to be a baby making machine, churning them out at a fast pace!! Ha ha!!
I'm going to NZ next week and I will see all my best friends who have lots of little gorgeous babies, so I'm preparing myself to have to face the baby issue again... actually normally its good to see the babies and how harassed the mothers look and to realize that my life is wonderful and I get to sleep in on the weekends and I don't have to clean dirty little finger prints off all the furniture!
Oh well if I cant have babies at least I can buy myself lots of new shoes (I bough two gorgeous pairs this week!!)
