Bri, Hi, yeah, I couldn't believe my ears, when H said h was talking to h boss about who they had to fire tonight. And of course I had to ask who? H said the OW. I didn't reply. But I was jumping for joy inside. I still keep waiting for h to call me for some reason, but s probably would have already if s was going to. I know what you mean about wanting h to suffer. I also know what you mean about telling my H about my needs, that's going to be very hard for me, I was never really able to. I don't really know why? My H does nice things for me but I really think h is a taker more than a giver, but h really really surprise me sometimes. I have pretty much given up the snooping, I am still waiting for the cell phone bill, that should tell me an awful lot. Isn't that terrible of me? I just need a little more to be totally sure. That's not to say this couldn't happen w someone else later on( Oh God I hope not!) I really would hope that I would not ever have a A, but I see what you are saying, sometimes I feel like I would love to pay h back so h can fully understand how it feels (That's mean) My H made the comment one time that h feels that I will eventually do that (for payback) I feel very strongly about that sort of thing & the vows I took, It would be very difficult for me to do. My H got a little upset when I met h last week for our A. Because a couple of guys were talking to me, I have guys hit on me all of the time when we go out, but I would never do anything about it. Maybe thats why h always worries about what I am wearing (H dosen't like anything to low cut) to me it's fine. (Nothing nowhere near sluty) H came home last night after the whole hat issue was fine like nothing happened like I figured h would. I am glad to hear that you W enjoyed h massage. I give my H a massage everyday because h is always sore, but very seldom do I ever get it in return even when I ask. I hope you have a good night. ~~K~~
