I started the day a little annoyed. My Ws mobile is in my name. She didnt have a good credit rating when she first arrived as new to the country. I got the bill today, I filed it away. I noticed that the bill was 50% higher than the contract charge. Saw that she had gone over her allocated amount of free texts last month. Now, I am not snooping. I know that she texts other people apart from OM, and to be honest I dont care who she texts at them moment, it is not my business for now. The thing that gets my goat is that she says she is too busy to text me back during the day. I only text her now if I have a point, like a question or something. I usually get a reply, may have to wait for it. Now thins doesnt bother me as I know she is busy in work, but it now seems that she is just too busy to reply to me, other people are ok.
So I mulled this over for a while, and I decided to forget it and continue in form I had been in. I stopped off at her favourite beauty place on the way home and booked her in for a manicure and a pedicure, as she was complaining of it getting a bit tough to reach her toenails what with the bump growing. SO I gave her this after we both got home, she was pleased with it and for a split second it was as if things were normal. She pursed her lips and leaned in a slight bit. I was a bit slow out of the blocks and jsut managed a smile, then she caught herself too. We had a quick laugh, and I gave her my cheek to kiss. SO there we go, she is NOT opposed to kissing me if the circumstances are right. So all I need to do is keep going, make more opportunites, and see what happens.
I booked our trip to Tenerife this evening. So we are definatley going. To see my grandparents.
Good day. I have discussed some of my readings of David Deida with W as it is something I know she would be interestedin. I mentioned that I wasnt happy last year, as I wasnt being in my masculine as I should have been. So my heart was not happy. I know Ws heart is not happy to, so I asked her if her job was truly making her happy, she thinks not. She is a naturally feminine person and it does take its toll on her being in a masculine job. For those of you who havent read David Deida, I am not trying to be sexist at all.
I think that all the time we are moving together, not directly, but I think that our paths will join again inthe future, so we are slowly moving to that point.
I went to the gym today, they have changed all the machines, so I am going to quit and find a new one. I also got a haircut!
Cheers
Steve
Me 27 W 30 M 2yrs/ T 5yrs Expecting our first child Sept 08 warning bomb (has feelings for someone) 21/12/08 I found out about OM (by snooping) 14/1/08 Living together.
