h and I just talked -- not good. he told me that he's never been happier in his life (with ow) and that he has never connected to anyone like this before. He also said he fell out of love with me during the period I was sick (it started end of 2005, stomach issues/anxiety), it affected my work, etc. we moved upstate and I got better. we had a great summer this year (I thought). stomach issues came back and panic attacks this past november/dec. he said he can't handle it anymore.
well, I hope his new girl never gets sick or has issues of any kind.
I'm so devistated.
He said we'll do the 3 months of counseling, but that he WILL go out 2 nights a week. period. I have no choice but to accept this for financial reasons. I can't kick him out over this. I agreed. db'd, actually. so I guess I have to begin acting as if we are separated and d is on it's way.
