That is when I feel like maybe I am a little messed up in the brain. Because I will have a totally calm day and then suddenly the next day I am fired up, I need answers, I need actions, I need everything RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!! I don't know why I do that. Then the next day I wonder why I was so upset the day before...
Looking at this realistically, what has taken place in the last 7 days? 1)H came down to visit, he brought wine for "us" 2)He looked me in the eyes, hugged me, and said I LOVE YOU 3)He texted me and even called me at school which he never does 4)He left a msg. on the home phone "I love you ALL" to me and the kids 5)In reference to telling S we are separating, and to us in fact separating (I know we live apart but I mean like officially doing it) his response is "I don't want to do this"
On the other hand, he 1)Says "I don't know" when asked what else he thinks we could do besides separate 2)He didn't call me once when I asked him to
I am a crazy crazy lady b/c for anyone else I would think that was a great week.................
As far as the scary thing on my face, since they opened it up and took out the junk last week it has entirely healed over and the redness is less and less each day. I think it will leave a small scar, not nearly as big as the one on my back. The one there is quarter size, this will be like the top of a pencil eraser at most. And it is right on the jaw bone so it shouldn't show too much
