Hi Bri, No my H wouldn't read anything. 1. Not enough time . H just doesn't like to read. So I wouldn't even ask. My H went out after work last night to shoot a game of pool & have a beer w a ex co worker(of course I was in a panic) even though h told me what h was doing. H was even home earlier than I had expected. Still hard not to panic though. But the good thing is tomorrow is our Anniversary (h has to work) but I am going down to meet h around the time h should be close to getting done. My big thing is the OW going to be working (I am curious)& I do want h to see me there. I would kind of like to rub it in her face. (that's bad huh?) I want h to know I am not going anywhere. But I am very nervous about the whole thing. I don't think my H would want me to stop down if h was still doing something. Do you? Well way to go no snooping that's great. And believe me I know it's having it's toll on you. Your trip sounds great (I wish) so go have a great time, I think you guys need that. Even though things are going slow on the cuddling & ILY things seem to be going quite well for you. I know this all seems to be going so slow in alot of ways. But you have made some great progress. I also did another good thing today my H got mad the kids were acting out (of course somehow it was my fault) I wanted to yell back & say a few things & thought better of it rather than to cause an even bigger arguement out of it, I let it slide right off my back. Then after that things were fine until h had to go to work. So I think I made a good choice. I guess you have to learn which battles to choose. Well gotta go I will be on later tonight after the kids go to bed. (I have some peace then) I hope to here from you & your thoughts about tomorrow night. ~~K~~
