Lol, I was thinking the same thing about a "real" earthquake. That would scare the crap out of me.
Sara, you will get to that happy point too. I mean in the beginning I truly wanted to die. I am not kidding. I didn't even know myself anymore. You are right, I don't think those of us without kids have the same obligations.
I just feel like if and when I decide to move on...I am going to have to make a clean break. I have been working on myself and the door has been wide open. He snuck in for a little bit...but now it seems he ran back out. In my heart, I believe in a few months he would want to come back. ...But what if in a few months or years it is the same thing? That is really what I am struggling with right now.
I just feel like I deserve a grown-up. Someone who is responsible and has the same passion for life and drive that I do. I feel like H is depressing, irresponsible, and does what he can to just get by. ...Funny I never felt that way before, but I do now.
