Hi Bri, The only thing h did say about the conversation was that it was about crap at the resturant (who knows) I just couldn't bring myself to ask any further. I some days wonder what I am doing don't get me wrong ILH but this is never going to quit haunting me, so afraid it could happen again. You know the saying once a cheat always a cheat. I'm sure that is not the case for everyone. I hope we are within that catagory. (You & I) I really feel like I need to talk and tell h how I feel not nesessarly R talk or OW talk, h dosen't even have to respond, just to let h know how I feel, but I really don't know how that would go over to well. It stinks that I feel like I walk on egg shells all of the time. I know the whole jeans thing is crazy & I wish I could get stupid thoughts out of my head like that. As far as me snooping that has stopped although I will check the cell phone bill when it comes in in a couple of days (it's in my name) & I do all the bills. I know I shouldn't but I really need to know if h called h at all. I'm hoping my gut is right (that h hasn't) it's that whole trust thing. Keep up the good work w your DB'ing, I really have to work at it everyday too, I think it will be a for life thing. Some days I don't think I do so good. Have a good night. ~~K~~
