Thank you IMP I do value your words though. I do listen and alot of times when i write things they dont exactly come out like I want them to...

I dont feel like I make my whole life about him. He will not guilt me into anything. He is being a jerk. Im just going to go ahead and go on with my life like he is never coming back.

I just think I did a 180 this time on him and he didnt like it at all and he may make me feel like its all my fault...but I KNow its not.

I have alot to do this weekend than to worry about him.

Really I only texted him once today and I only talked to him because of tax stuff. I just slipped up on the asking what he was doing stuff.

BUT I AM getting further along at this every day.

Last edited by kissak; 04/11/08 07:10 PM.
Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10