Sorry, I really cant help how I feel and that is all I post here. I cant help but think about it. Really all I want is to go on with my life and I dont obsess about him like you all think. Im ok really. Im not on his merrygoround. Ihave given him a choice to make and really I just want to know what that choice is so I can have a direction to travel...really Im just taking care of the kids and me like ususal and just posting my thoughts here. Im not as bad as your making it out to be.

Its not that I want to say he is coming home. That isnt it at all. I dont want him home. Really I was doing just fine when he was with OW.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10