hey catfan, hate to see you like this, she sends all these signals so obviously you will harbor a small glimmer of hope, which could grow..or not. Remind yourself of this statement:
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I'm not expecting it, not even hoping for it.

Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.