Hi Bri,
I am glad to hear things seem a little brighter. It seems like you are feeling a little better. I know how hard it is to let things go and try to get back what you had. Like I said I still have my good and bad days. Days when I panic over something said or done or even if my H is just a little distant, but I try to think positively. Very hard too. But I do LH even after all h has done. Keep doing what your doing. It'll take time. Smile it does wonders for you and everyone around you. Take care, ~~K~~