Hi just me -- I had a good friend come over for about 3 hours. I actually laughed about other things than my marriage!
I'm really feeling hopeless right now. He's now REALLY in affair mode (was out all night), says he wont' be home until at least 11 tonight), since he was "outed" as having an affair, he's basically acting like he has a free pass.
He is so "sure" that this is what he wants, I really don't see the point in tryng to save the marriage. I know db'ing is for me at the end of the day, but this is so f'ing hard.
