Ok All;

Trying very hard today not to let him control my day but right now I want to kick, scream, throw stuff, break stuff, you name it..

And you're right they have so much control over the situation..I'm trying to get that back but how do I do that when I have all the responsibility...seeing the tears in my son's eyes and my D15 & D21 not talking to him just makes me realize more what a mess he has made....

Will he ever see the damage? Will he ever wake up? On the verge of tears today....maybe when I get it all out I'll feel better...

Oh, I am getting my hair done....I told H last night I was getting a boob job, a tummy tuck and was dying my hair black..he said, "I hope you're kidding"...well, maybe about the black hair...LOL
Would he just die??? HhHhmmmmmmmm............

And I think OW is giving him money for attorney..kind of what I think...could be wrong but she's doing everything else for him...that means he'll stay with her is she does...

I hate them both....at least for what they've created....


Sandy,,

I want to know what happened.....I'm dying over here....and as we all know, it changes by the second......at least mine does..

I prayed for your daughter this morning....told my H about my friend in NY...he said, "what, NY"; I'm sure the wheels were turning...then he ignored me....


Treese

H 49
M 45
D 23, D17, S12
M 25 T 31
01/07 OW H at my door w/proof
Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07
Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass,
Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9
11/08 pos.paternity