Rationally I understand i wouldn't be walking away, I would be moving on....Irrationally, it feels like giving up.
If I "move on" while leaving the door open for H....does that not keep me in limbo land?
Well, he gets paid today. His first full paycheck from his new job. He kept saying..."once I get a job I can think about us"...then it was "once I get a paycheck and am not worried about money I can think about us"....wonder if there will be another excuse now.
