I didnt see him at OW's house this morning or at the ems building, so I am assuming he is home...although I dont know. But just to show that I care and wanting to make sure he was still alive....i texted him and said "good morning".
I got a "good morning" back. I was tempted to ask if he was ok this morning, but I dont really think i should. I am going to try not to text him at all today. Im wondering if he was able to come to a decision last night. Although I dont think he will ever have any peace with any decision he makes about this....he will just have to live with the decision he makes.
I was really hoping he would keep the kids tonight. I had asked him yesterday, but he just said he didnt know...so, I guess I will make plans to have them with me. My son has a game tomorrow and belt testing in tkd. I also have a baby shower that I am giving that I have to be at. He was supposed to help me, well yesterday he had forgotten about everything going on tomorrow, so now I dont know what Im going to do. I have no idea if he will show up or not, guess we will see.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
