the last couple of post are posts are from another board that I go to.

I am really trying to sort out all the feelings and thoughts going on in my head. This is so damb hard and I know that no one can tell me what to do. I have to decide for myself. And still I really have no idea what is right...I just know that I can't continue on like this.

thank you for being here for me,
TOH

M41
H42
D17
Adopted N14
M22 T24
"Bomb" 4/07
Sep 8/07
Admitted OW 11/07(only to me)
OW back 12/4/07
PA on off thru 7/08
says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08
D final 7/09
Moving on and up!!