Well, still no papers. It's Friday, can anyone tell me why I feel so F***ing sad on Friday?? Why I get so damn emotional on Friday? At work of all places??
Went out after work yesterday with a friend of mine. He's been divorced twice and tying the knot again. We drank beer, ate wings and watched a bit of the Masters on TV at a local place. I had not seen him in a while. It was good. I had a good time. Hair cut after that and got some therapy from my stylist. She is divorced also. She listened and offered some suggestions and prayers. Mostly prayers.
I'm continuing to do the things I have been doing, but I can't see any effect now. I don't see any slowing down or stopping where we are heading. I have told her to go if she needs to go. I am very sad.
I weighed 232 on Oct. 1st of last year when I started working out. I am at 200 now and can't stop losing weight. My appetite is good and I am eating quite a bit but can't gain. I don't want to drop below 200. People are commenting that I have lost too much weight.
I am going to my W's Relay for Life event tonight and taking my D2. My W knows we are coming. I am meeting W/D at a local restaurant to eat before we go to the event. W's suggestion. But I don't take that as a positive.
