Its been awhile since i've been on, but need some advice/words of encouragement.
My waw came to me in begining of 2005 with "I love you but not in love with you." Found out it was another man. She filed, and was granted divorce in december of 2005. She remmaried two months later, divorced him 6 months after that. She then turned to new man in summer of '06 and pursued him until fall.
Since then she has not pursued anyone as far as i know. I found this board right away and db'ed, got a life, found great friends here and that helped me through my tough time.
Anyways, it has been over 3 years since she left and I have dated, tried to move on, but it hasn't happened for me. I always stayed nice with her because of this. We decided to take our D to disney coming up. Since then she has been pursuing me like crazy.
I mean being so overt as asking if we could stay at my fathers when we go back home, talking about buying houses, even having more children. I have played it off jokingly and flat out avoided any such talk for fear of breaking my heart any more than it already has been.
But it has been going on for a good month now out of nowhere. Here is the big problem. I found out she's into witchcraft, or wicca or something like that. She jokes about it often though I know she is being serious. I am a faithful catholic and this turns my stomach just thinking about it.
I really don't know what to do or think. Her complete turn around is always what I was hoping and working for, but now I am torn with the wanting my W back and being repulsed by this crap she is into. I don't know what to think or do and I was hoping for any advice or qords of encouragement.
