Im a little worried about H tonight. This is what is going on. I told him that there was NO chance as long as the OW was in the picture. He had to cut all contact with her for there to even be a fair chance. He agreed but werent sure he could do it so he didnt know what to do.
Tonight he was supposed to teach a class. I found out that he didnt go. He has been missing since 5:00 this evening. I texted him and said I hoped he was ok...he texted me back and said "no, Im not ok, Im somewhere trying to clear my head" I just replyed that I understood.
Why has this got him spinning again? All I have done this time is beat him at his own game in my opinion...I have told him to make a choice before given a chance...I honestly would have thought he would have said Ok...Im going back to her.
Dont know what hes doing...probably getting drunk. I know he is a big boy, but he has put a gun to his head before, and now he is off the meds again....
I have no idea what tomorrow will bring.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
