To echo what has already been said above, keep doing what you're doing for you. I love Joie's idea about the red polish. =)
It must be so difficult having your family so far away and not even being able to talk to them about what you're going through. I haven't told my family anything either... so I've been avoiding calls because I'm not my usual happy self. Sigh.
Just keep enjoying your babies, do as much as you can for YOU, stay mysterious and try to find some joy in each day. Your H will come around because you are an extraordinary woman (I just hope he can prove himself worthy of you).
Have a happy day!
M: 37 H: 36 Married: Aug 13, 2004 Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008 Reconciled: September 2008 Current: Ambivalence
