I am getting dizzyspells and exaustion symptoms only READING what you are up to. Is there any chance you are over GALING yourself to death? You'll make history here, you will be the only DBer who will be instructed to SLOW DOWN a bit, quit the GALING, focus on your misery and your R, your BF and your interactions with him...LOL!!!!
You make my days seem so small and boring. I envy you and the "moments of magic" you create. I wish I were a singer, I am tone deaf though and no matter how hard I tried there was no hope for me...
And yes, what about THE call? I read the advice BND gave you, what have you decided?
