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Why would their hope be a bad thing?


I guess because it would be hard to know what to say. Do you say maybe dad and I will reunite? Everything I read says to make it clear to the kids that this is a permanent decision.

I was feeling so good and PMAish and then I was hit with panic when I started to think about how H&I have the classic male/female division of labor. I'm not handy with tools. I am clueless about cars. It's all so overwhelming to ponder. I am not so good at rallying my PMA at the moment. I feel shell-shocked.

We moved our MC appt until tomorrow (was going to be on Wed, but H had a meeting). I am feeling nauseous at the thought of having to talk about S plans.


Me/X-H: 47/48
T 19 yrs
M 16 years
D14
D10
ILYBINILWY: 10/07
H moved out 6/08