I guess that is what I am really struggling with right now. I mean really. In the beginning I just wanted him back. I wanted him at any costs...I really felt like I would put up with anything just to have him back.
Now, I see we have both changed. The only difference is that he isn't progressing. At times I feel like now I only want him back because I don't want to give up. I am stubborn and I don't want to fail.
