Not the person I was before

[redhottie]

Saw H this morning for the first time in almost a week. It felt akward at first as I didn't know if I should throw my arms around him or what. I ended up behind him and had my arms wrapped around him. He put his hands on my arms and I thought it was to pull them off, but it was just to place them more strategically. I saw him a little later in the morning again and he seemed pretty happy to see me and we joked around. He said something about me finding younger guys...don't know if he was trying to joke, feeling insecure, feeling suspicious or what. Maybe he realizes I could move on if I wanted too.