((((((Nik))))))) I am soooo sorry to hear about your grandmother. That is just so hard to deal with.
In many ways it reminds me of my grandmother's death last year, except her leukemia was advanced and basically terminal as her doctor would not recommend chemo/radiation because of her age. My grandmother also refused treatment.
I'm thinking about you, let me know if there's anything I can do.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2