Went to bed by 8 last night. It was nice. Woke up this morning to gloom and 6 inches of snow. That was not nice. So my mood is crabby... maybe I should say the weather is matching my mood. I feel like crying... I'm grieving finally and need to set some new goals for myself. Need something to look forward to, something to focus on. So I can stop focusing on the losses I've faced. KWIM?