this is maryangela -- have to start new thread

[soul_mate]

I feel sad for you and just wanted to tell you to keep your head up. There is no excuse for the way he is acting he is just a weak individual right now. Just remember that you are better than this and fight your hardest to not let him drag you down anymore. You have probally heard this but its true the best thing you can do right now is to stop thinking about the situation all the time find some distractions. Nothing you do in the next days or weeks is going to save or break things. Focus on yourself do something fun find distractions. This is prboally not what you want to hear, but it is whats best.