I am still really trying to make things work. It just seems like she is so far gone and she has her heart set on dating and maybe OM.
Dating is just a fantasy that fills my mind for the time being. Next week is a huge week with the L's meeting. I am nervous but this is a nessesary evil. I am staying in the moment, accepting and trying to keep things calm.
She informed me that her best friend fron Maine is coming down for a long weekend next weekend. This friend was very rude to me over the Funeral weekend. I really can't blame her for she is only hearing one side of the story but there was no excuse for her to be so rude to me. I told the W that I was not comfortable with her staying at the house for four days. I am also sure she will meet the OM during her stay which is very uncomfortable.
