Thank you so much for the encouragement!!!!! My H told me that he didn't know what love was until he met me. After he told me he wanted a D I asked him if he really meant what he said, his answer was yes, so I know he really loved me & he showed it. Stella, I think you are right & he is in for a rude awakening!!!
Addie, I'm going to do my best to hold it together. In fact, I'm a little better this morning than I was yesterday & last night. I hope I can cry this afternoon & get it out of my system. I'm about to go mow my yard & I just keep thinking that we used to do yard work together & all that sort of thing & now he is working on OW yard & house or whatever they have together, it is so sad!! You are so right, it is scary how all that can change.
Stella, thank you for the link to the post, I definitely want to read it. I'm sure it will help me understand.
My H can be so proud & wants to be in control, for him to move so fast like this it's unbelievable!