I agree with everyone here - he DID say "I am sorry" and ILY and it IS big. THere are so many positives in your sitch!
Hold on and be patient, you're doing great job and it's working.
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08