Hi sh- How can you go wrong with warm and fuzzy? Regardless of your M, you will be connected to your H for many years...so how can you go wrong trying to have the best R possible?
So are you moving? You said you might be leaving the county...is that going to happen?
It is hard to not want more when you see the old personality reappearing. Try not to think too much about it...hopefully it will all make more sense some day when you have more pieces of the puzzle.
