Journaling... He continue to call me instead of text. He even leave messages "I haven't heard from you all day and am wondering how you are doing..." For several months, I thought I would never hear that kind of words from him. I know H is trying because I may go out with different guy, that is the only reason. 180 is not the main reason for him... I knew it would be the only time he would come around me again. That's him... If I want him fully working on R, I will have to D him and have a one way ticket to my country in hand and say "I am leaving you now".
He continues to say that he likes new me but he doesn't think it is permanent. He think new me is temporary and once he comes back to me I would go back to old me, boaring person. He says I am working on myself only for him to look at me. Makes me very sad when I hear something like that. I am so happy who I became beause of 180 and GAL and he is not encouraging to stay that way. Just being skeptical about it.
Beauty
Me:31 H:29 D:7 S:2 M:7y Together:8y found out his A :07/07 bomb:11/01/07 s: 11/15/07 OW-1 is out of state; other female friends around first thread
